29 October 2010

Journal Entries, March 2007

3/20/07

Who will do the work?

I see her with Him, existing in eternity,
Where there is no work.
There are no gifts.
There is nothing to do or be.
But, she is me, and I am here in the Now.
Do I work? Am I just Being?
Is there anything for me to do?
For the first time, I feel free to just live in the moment.
No more race to Run.
Baba Ran at a standstill.


3/24/07

In the Now

This morning I left Bill's house and went home to take Sheila's call and do laundry. This afternoon I cried because I won't get married and have a child. In the Now, I remind myself that I am complete — just the way I am. I am at One with Baba in Eternity, and I need nothing else.

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